reeeners

sooooo i guess i have a boyfriend now..


:D

butterflies


lots and lots of butterflies

its so depressing seeing all these girls covered in necklaces and rings and rings and bracelets and jewelry jewelry jewelry


i cant even wear jeans without the buttons making me break out in rashes

FUCK being allergic to metal. i dont think anyone knows how fucking frustrating it is.




my body fucking itches

im kind of freaking out about college
i guess ASU has a 3 year waiting list to get into the nursing program?
and there arent really any other nursing programs in phoenix except for grand canyon university which is wayy to expensive and community college which i really dont want to go to.

i dont know what to do im so fucking clueless
maybe ill take jaceys advice and drop out and become a plumber




i cant wait for tomorrow.
dinner and hottubtime09
:)

I hate whoopi goldberg's lips. I hate the back of forrest whittaker's neck. Most of all, I hate that black ass wesley snipes!

i had such a good weekend! im going to miss that apartment so much. everyones moving to tempe :(


i am so excited for winter break i cant stand it!
school has been so crazy and stressful lately. and today i have to journal an entire book cause its due tomorrow and ive been procrastinating soooo much. aahhh fuck my life


iiiii miss lani. and eric. and jesse. and aimee.
i never see anyone anymore

im going to start working again. im too lazy to go work for an hour even though i get paid so much for it.
i made 70 bucks for making a bunch of 6 year olds look like prostitutes. hellll yeaaahhh!


i love life

lately all i do is worry and get anxious and think too much into things.

i hate being home

weeks go by so slowly now. it feels like last weekend was so fucking long ago.
how do i always end up liking the dude that lives on the other side of town? always always always.


im so sick of moon valley.
although its halfway through senior year i would still kill to go to greenway
fuck you mr. lopez for not letting me get a variance 3 years in a row
ugh.

ive had a bad day.

for about a year or two now ive been using this american apparel wholesale website called "trendy blanks" where i could get $45 american apparel hoodies for 20 bucks and 5 dollar shirts

and today me and sarah go there to order some shirts and come to find out they no longer have american apparel



where am i supposed to get cheap ass clothes now
fuck my life

IM SO COLD AND GRUMPY AND UGHGHGHGHGHGHHHHHHH
i miss soffe shorts and tank tops and 120 degree weather

2 and a half weeks left until winter break! :D
i cant wait to graduate already.






"nursing school and a clown? you can do everything, youre like jesus"
"THATS MY DOG PEDRO STOP THE TAPE"

happy happy joy joy

i cant stop thinking
im going crazy


ugh i dont know i dont knooowwwww

"that girl is FUCKED UP!"
"daamn. itstill reeed." hahahahahahaaha
i love my friends.

i cant wait till christmas break!

for my graduation present my grandma is taking me on a 12 day cruise to BARCELONA and greece and italy and rome and a bunch of other places im so excited ugh ugh guhg ghgghghghghkdjsfghsdkfglhdfkljghs

i praise you.


i kiss your feet.

i hate you, mesa.

this weekend. i cant even explain it.
tooooooo good to be true

to get to the center of your universe?

i am grounded i am humbled i am one with everything

"i think the theme of this place is to wear clothes that are too small for you"
"hey how about you invite some fifteen year old girls over so i can FUCK THEM"
hahahah last night was so great. every night this past month has been great. everythings great great great great great
diiiidnt end up going camping. but were going next weekend! im so excited!

weeeelllll ive been seeing someone for about a month now. hes so completely different than the guys id usually go for.
but so far im a happy happy camper!

last minute camping trip with sarah jacey kyle luke and ryan wooooo000o0ooo0ooo00o0ooo0oo

i love sarah, kyle, jacey, brandon, taylor, jenna, sandra, shelly, miller high life, jager, and popcorn drunk munchiez!
and i love spice girls

i love life

goodbye october. goodbye soffe shorts. goodbye tank tops.

its time to slow it down on the drinking and partying. ive been going a little crazy lately and doing a lot of things i wouldnt usually do.


i dont think ive ever been happier with life. i love my friends






haha ugh i forgot what its like to be single. i forgot how to act around guys. i forgot how to flirt. ugghh haha im so awkward aaahhhhh